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knock down the world.. [Sep. 28th, 2008|03:30 am]
little one
[Current Location |kitchen]
[mood |sleepysleepy]
[music |offspring]

the past couple weeks have been seeing/talking to lots of people i haven't seen in a while :)
and lots of staying up late which might not be such a good thing.
the other day in english, the teach was talking about the poem "aunt jennifer's tigers" and asks the class, what are tigers? and there was silence until someone said.. 'uhh.. animals?' and she goes very good.. and i say maybe louder than i should have.. 'large cats'. and everyone starts to laugh.
it made me laugh to think i made a funny without meaning to.. but i still don't get why it was funny.
asa thinks that bush is going to call martial law next week and take over the country. he wants to go hide out in vermont. i laughed at him. if that ever happened i don't think it would make a difference where you are. vermont is only good if the zombies come.
time to take a shower and go to bed.
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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz [Sep. 19th, 2008|01:43 am]
little one
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]

i have an essay to write this weekend. no fun.
my mom is having a cookout saturday and some family is coming. should be interesting.
yesterday me and keeg made the trip up to see gram. we stayed all day until about 7. she seemed to be doing alot better. i'd like to try to go up at least once a week. it was nice going without asa. he makes me so stressed out sometimes.
i have class at 9. oh man, 7 hours away until i have to BE there, 6 to wake up.
tonight at work a whole crapload of teachers from lawrence school came in after their open house. it was funny to see teachers i had 10 years ago getting drunk, in a big group. i was trying to get justin to sing van halen's "hot for teacher' but i don't think jimmy had that song.
asa's passed out. that's what i'm going to be in a second..
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RIP Bowie :( [Sep. 7th, 2008|03:26 am]
little one
bowie died today. after we got him the tank from my mom's, new filter, heater, new food, everything.. we bring it home and he's floating in the bottom of his bowl, dead as can be.
keegan will be sad tomorrow when he wakes up and his fishy is gone. we're going to bury him in the field tomorrow, and have a little funeral.
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bored out of my mind. [Jun. 6th, 2008|01:27 am]
little one
[Current Location |where my computer is]
[mood |sleepysleepy]
[music |NOFX..the decline.. one fucking long song..]

[[ABOUT MOMMY]]

1.



MOMMYS NAME: mal

2.



AGE WHEN PREGNANT: 20

3.



CURRENT AGE: 22

4.



HOW FAR ALONG WERE YOU WHEN YOU FOUND OUT: almost 2 months

5.



STILL WITH THE FATHER: yes

6.

WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST REACTION WHEN YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT: i cried. alot. i had started going to college that spring. it was bad timing.

7.



HOW DID THE FATHER REACT: he was at work on nantucket. i called him to tell him and he was just like, "fuck!"

8.



HOW DID THE PARENTS TAKE THE NEWS: asa's were happy (i think because they're kinda old and they want grandkids) my dad was happy, and my mom was a bitch about it.

9.

REACTION TO THE FIRST ULTRASOUND: we found out it was a boy, and asa was so excited and called everyone to tell them.

10.



WHAT MONTH DID YOU FIND OUT THE BABYS SEX: may or june

11.



WERE YOU HAPPY ABOUT THE SEX OF THE BABY: yes

12.

WHAT WERE YOUR CRAVINGS: pizza and cranberry juice

13.

DID YOU EXCERSICE WHILE YOU WERE PREGNANT: i walked the dogs alot, and then i was put on bedrest and hospital and all that unpleasantness. so i got fat lol.

14.



HOW MUCH WEIGHT DID YOU GAIN: 35 lbs

15.

DID YOU GET MORNING SICKNESS: in the beginning, before i knew i was pregnant. i just thought i had a stomach bug.

16.



DID YOU ENJOY WEARING MATERNITY CLOTHES: no not really

17. OVERALL... DESCRIBE YOUR PREGNANCY: i hate to say it but i hated being pregnant, because it was summer and i was hot all the time, not so much that, but when keegan was almost born early and it was scary and i had to be in the hospital, then on bedrest.. it was cool feeling him move around in there though.. and i felt like i was doing the right thing bringing him into the world because he wasn't planned at all. but i never would have had it any other way.




[[ABOUT THE DELIVERY]]

1.



HOW DID YOU KNOW YOU WERE IN LABOR: after eating like 3 thanksgiving dinners, my water broke.

2.



DID YOUR WATER BREAK: oh yes

3.

WHAT WERE YOUR CONTRACTIONS LIKE: the most horrible pain in the world. the cramps from hell.

4.



HOW LONG WERE YOU IN LABOR: 2 hours
5.



EPIDURAL: no, it all happened so fast that they wouldn't give me one.

6.



WHO WAS IN THE DELIVERY ROOM: asa, and then my dad came and i was like gooooooo lol

7.



WAS IT AN EASY DELIVERY: yeah but it hurt alot

8.



NATURAL OR C-SECTION: natural

9.



DID YOU CRY DURING LABOR: yeah and i screamed too





[[ABOUT BABY]]

1.



BABYS NAME: keegan john murner

2.



BIRTH DATE: november 24th, 2006

3.



TIME BORN: 12:25 am

4.



GENDER: male

5.



LENGHT: 18 inches

6. WEIGHT: 7lbs 12oz.





7.

WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING YOU SAID TO YOUR BABY: i don't remember.

8.



WHO VISTED YOU AND THE BABY AT THE HOSPITAL: lots of people.

9.



DID YOU BREASTFEED: yes for 2 months

10.



WHAT WAS THE FIRST NIGHT BEING A PARENT LIKE: exhausting. like every night since then..

11.



DID YOU GET SLEEP: no. the nurses offered to take him, because he refused to go to sleep, he just cried.. and i said no because i felt like i was being a bad mom if i gave him to them so i could sleep. what a mistake that was..

12.



WHEN DID YOU GO HOME: 3 days after



[[PRESENT TIME]]

1.



HOW OLD IS YOUR BABY NOW: 18 months

2.



STILL WITH THE FATHER: yes.. going on 4 years.

3.



WHO DOES YOUR BABY LOOK LIKE NOW: his father. like an asa clone.

4.



BEEN BAPTIZED: no. we have our reasons.

5.



YOUR BABYS CURRENT MILESTONE ACHIEVEMENT: he stepped into my mom's pool on his own the other day. he was scared of it because asa brought him in when it was cold and keegan didn't want to go. but now he's getting used to it.

6.



WHAT IS YOUR BABYS FAVORITE THING TO DO: play with the dogs, play in the car, be pushed on his tricycle, play with neema (his truck), bathtime, watch beethoven, go to the playground

7.



WHAT IS YOUR BABYS FAVORITE TOY: my keys

8.

WHAT IS IT LIKE TO BE A PARENT: awesome and exhausting

9.



READY FOR ANOTHER ONE: no
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yay [Sep. 19th, 2007|11:45 pm]
little one
i love asa <3
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ah well.. [Sep. 18th, 2007|12:07 am]
little one
[mood |coldcold]

much no good badness
:o(
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people are evil [Jun. 23rd, 2007|01:36 am]
little one
[mood |infuriatedinfuriated]

i was looking up recipes for eggs, because we have a whole carton that we need to use because it goes bad soon. somehow i came across a thing about how the eggs are harvested and all that. well most of it was horrible, about how the hens are kept in tiny wire cages and the dead ones are left in with the live ones, i had some knowledge of that, but the worst part was how when they actually hatched the chicks and then kept the females to lay eggs and either threw the male baby chicks away, or ground them up alive and made feed for the chickens. like chicken soylent green. that's so wrong. and of course there were pictures. there's always pictures. of hundreds of dead baby chicks in a dumpster. that kind of shit really bugs me. i wish i could do something about it. i don't think i'll ever get around to making those eggs. asa can eat them.
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(no subject) [Jun. 14th, 2007|01:55 am]
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i love this little guy :)
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2007|12:01 am]
little one
[mood |amusedamused]

we go to new jersey tomorrow! yay i guess
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R.I.P. snake :( [May. 9th, 2007|10:23 pm]
little one
[mood |sadsad]

this morning on the way to work i saw what looked like a snake in the road, so i turned around and went back to go try to help it.. when i got to it the poor thing was still moving but it was bleeding snake guts and i didn't know what i could do to help it, so i moved it out of the road into the someone's yard in the shade. then when i left work around 2 to go take the dogs out, i checked on the snake and it was dead :o( it wasn't like a pet snake, it was a garden snake. i'm sad that it died. i saw it's hole in the ground when i was walking bear. i wish there was more i could have done to help it. i hate when animals die, moreso than people. animals aren't evil like people.
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